Wednesday, July 25, 2001

You know, something I have often wondered about was exactly what made us feel certain emotions. Chemical balance is looking more and more reasonable as I go through life. Certain smells can cause you to feel or think select things and a particular touch can cause messages to race to your brain. Of course, I don't have to be so scientific about it. I could just say that emotions are a wonderful part of being human that rely soely on the actions and reactions of the people who feel them. That is true sometimes, but what do you think PMS is? Voluntary?
Well, here is my first little tidbit. I want to sleep, yet I find myself tossing and turning. Why? Because I cannot stand not being able to be with the person I love. Maybe you know how it is. You lay there, in the dark. You look out the window at the approaching dawn and think about how early you have to get up. You try to turn over and close your eyes. But there is that little something deep inside your mind that will not let you rest. You feel like there is a peice of unfinished business to attend. But you cannot get to it... You cannot get to them.